Goodbye Note
Went to bed at 9pm and I'm still up. Fuck, can't sleep. Might as well watched Less Than Perfect and The Drew Carrey Show. Damn.
When I get back home, hopefully, the damned mouse that creeps in and out of my room is already dead. None of us here know where the fuck they came from and how the hell they got in our house. Friggin mice they should all die. Die, I say.
And being away, I'll be able to take a break from my brother's endless screaming and my mother's yapping. And Faye's whining perhaps (special mention Faye, surprise, surprise). How happy. But it's just 6 days you know. 6 days. Not so happy about that, I guess.
My head hurts, but I don't have any more colds.
Have you ever felt like not going to a certain place when on vacation but somehow a part of you wants to go there still just to check it out - because you're afraid you might not feel complete if you don't visit a certain place no matter how touristy it is? I might as well be referring to the whole of Singapore here (hahaha) but I'm just referring to Chinatown. Oh well, Singapore Tourism Board lady said it's a small place anyway so might as well drop by there.
Strange. Right now, I want to be in Japan. Alone and depressed and eating McD's take out while watching a bilingual Hollywood movie on TV. (I know I said I'll finish Anthro here anyway but I just can't wait to live there. I have to sort this freaking thing out. Oh in time, in time, I'll find out. Let's see... I'll just apply, if I pass, then good. I'll go. But if I get somewhere here with my photography, then I don't freaking know I should be sleeping now.)
On another note, freaking math I get a 3.0 so now I'm not qualified for cum laude status (CS.. well I'm not really after the scholarship but the prestige beybeh). And I should've taken that Anthro finals even though I was exempted... I could've gotten a 1 instead of a 1.5 but hey, I'm happy. Let's hope the "1.751-2.00 = with honors" rule exists within the College of Science.
But what the hell is an award or honor for anyway except to better validate a good feeling about one's self? Guess I don't really need it since I already feel good about a 1.897 (assuming I get a 1 in Film; and frankly though it doesn't look high enough for me :( MEH.)... Fuck that. I'm going to spend the next 6 days with grrrrreat people, I should be happy. And I'm gonna be taking a bunch of photos. A bunch. (Crazy though I only have 3 rolls of 36 shot films. Enter digital camera.)
One last thing, I have a mini sort of poll here people. Comment your answer. Do you think I should apply for that Japanese scholarship and spend a total of 7 years finishing my undergraduate degree (but spending 5 years of that in Japan) or should I just finish it here in 3-4 years? Thanks ye lurvely penguins.
When I get back home, hopefully, the damned mouse that creeps in and out of my room is already dead. None of us here know where the fuck they came from and how the hell they got in our house. Friggin mice they should all die. Die, I say.
And being away, I'll be able to take a break from my brother's endless screaming and my mother's yapping. And Faye's whining perhaps (special mention Faye, surprise, surprise). How happy. But it's just 6 days you know. 6 days. Not so happy about that, I guess.
My head hurts, but I don't have any more colds.
Have you ever felt like not going to a certain place when on vacation but somehow a part of you wants to go there still just to check it out - because you're afraid you might not feel complete if you don't visit a certain place no matter how touristy it is? I might as well be referring to the whole of Singapore here (hahaha) but I'm just referring to Chinatown. Oh well, Singapore Tourism Board lady said it's a small place anyway so might as well drop by there.
Strange. Right now, I want to be in Japan. Alone and depressed and eating McD's take out while watching a bilingual Hollywood movie on TV. (I know I said I'll finish Anthro here anyway but I just can't wait to live there. I have to sort this freaking thing out. Oh in time, in time, I'll find out. Let's see... I'll just apply, if I pass, then good. I'll go. But if I get somewhere here with my photography, then I don't freaking know I should be sleeping now.)
On another note, freaking math I get a 3.0 so now I'm not qualified for cum laude status (CS.. well I'm not really after the scholarship but the prestige beybeh). And I should've taken that Anthro finals even though I was exempted... I could've gotten a 1 instead of a 1.5 but hey, I'm happy. Let's hope the "1.751-2.00 = with honors" rule exists within the College of Science.
But what the hell is an award or honor for anyway except to better validate a good feeling about one's self? Guess I don't really need it since I already feel good about a 1.897 (assuming I get a 1 in Film; and frankly though it doesn't look high enough for me :( MEH.)... Fuck that. I'm going to spend the next 6 days with grrrrreat people, I should be happy. And I'm gonna be taking a bunch of photos. A bunch. (Crazy though I only have 3 rolls of 36 shot films. Enter digital camera.)
One last thing, I have a mini sort of poll here people. Comment your answer. Do you think I should apply for that Japanese scholarship and spend a total of 7 years finishing my undergraduate degree (but spending 5 years of that in Japan) or should I just finish it here in 3-4 years? Thanks ye lurvely penguins.
posted by Byeong | 11:20:00 PM
5 Comments:
i want to go to japan. lets go there this summer. IM ZIRYUS. hahaha
and finish your studies here. i think. there's no difference if you finish it there and here. i think
go to japan. you'll love the atmosphere. i mean there might be less days with colds and less mice.
fine, if you don't like me, go and leave me. i don't need you.
with no love at all,
faye
it's your decision anyway, go with your guts hehe.
magmasteral ka na lang dun me thinks... but if ur as depressed as i am then get the hell out :P
-Neil
Neeeeeeeil we have to meet up I miss your fattiness haha.
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