2.28.2005

When all titles fail: Untitled

First day of exams today. COntrary to what I said last night, I didn't open my chem book. Weeeeeee. hehe But I'm alright since what I've studied about anions and cations from last Tuesday is still somewhere in my brain. It's crazy. I haven't even studied. And I spent all my energy doing my final Research paper and blogging and bloghopping. Oh man.

And then it dawns on me... dumdumdumdum. I'm leaving Pisay soon. Woohoo. Thanks for the low self-esteem biatch ;p Kidding. Actually, thanks for making me a better person and thanks for the best people in the world (aka my friends). That sums it well :D But the thing is, I would never want to go back to Pisay. It's all over. I'm sick of the Pisay system already (which is why I still don't know if I'm going to UP). I'm not some freaking anarchy-wooh-wooh asshole. (First of all, there's no more anarchy in the UK, so all you demented "punks," please shut up. Thank you. :)) If you look at Pisay closely, if you look underneath. There is something wrong. I pity that I lost what I wrote about that certain aspect of Pisay. It died together with my previous hard drive.

What I'm wondering is that if I didn't attend Pisay, aside from having to go through 7th grade and not meeting the best people in the world (aka, again, my friends), will I still be who I am today? Probably yes, probably no. There's no way we can find out. This lack of a ctrl+Z for life sucks huh?

I don't regret a lot of things. Probably because I think through what I do. Even if I do something on-the-spur, I don't regret doing it for some reason. Maybe I'm too in-sync with my self. Not sure if you get what exactly I mean.

So yeah. Goodbye and thanks for all the fish. ;)

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RANDOM:

I just remembered a conversation wherein friends and I contemplated what the purpose of pseudo-curse words such as "frigging", "'effing", etcetera are. Are they better, friendlier ways to say "fucking" or just sissier ways to say (or type out, for all the bloggers out there) "fucking". I think both. What do you think?

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