Should I Stay Or Should I Go?

Hello, my life is still pretty much made up of TV, and TV, and, what? TV. I still haven't found something new to wake up to. Blablablabla shit. If this goes on until April or something, I'm applying transfer to Chapman. Okay, just half kidding but the prospect of moving some place else is still nagging at me.

My aunt suddenly told me why not apply for the Japanese government scholarship so for the next 5 years that I'll be there I can spend my life travelling to the most exotic destinations for quite some while. And then I realized - holy fuck, if I lived in Japan I can go to Hawai'i every month. Holy fuck. I think I'm applying. Fuck finishing school here early, fuck being stuck in mediocrity for the next 2 to 3 years here, fuck how hard it is to get around this place at night without a car. Should I stay or should I go? Dandananan.

I'm not 100% sure if I'll pass that stupid test with world history or something but fuck man, I'm totally applying. So what if I've got a small photography job here already, if there's Rock Ed, if it will take me 7 years total to finish my freaking undergrad. Everybody else will be doctors and having their 9 to 5 jobs and there I'll be: Just fresh out of college with no full-time job but I'd have travelled more times than they've ever ridden a plane and with a part-time job that pays you like a call center veteran, minus the boring, burning out hours inside the office.

Okay, I'm just bored. And am off for a shower. And then I'm off to school. We'll see how it goes.