Lemon polenta

Busy as fuck I can't even waste my time on ONTD. Funny I've wasted away this weekend though. And now we have this report and presentation that might be due on Tuesday. I don't think it's going to be on Tuesday though. I bet it's going to be on Thursday :( But I guess it'd be better to be ready. However I have another group paper due on Thursday. And another presentation, that should last the whole duration of the class, on Tuesday next week. AND THE INTARNET ON MY RETARDED COMPUTER IS STILL NOT WORKING. I miss all my mp3s and there's no last.fm on this computer so I've resorted to Y! music engine. There's a My Station option tho and it's playing Bjork right now so it's all good. Ok it's playing RHCP now... Kind of weird tho since I don't remember rating any artists while listening on launch cast in this computer. But all the rated artists (which is the basis for the My Station songs that are going to be played) I can swear are some of my favourites so that's really weird. Hmm did my dad rate or something? That's freaky. Ok I'm starting to not make sense...

Please just give me back the internet on my computer I can't even do proper research here. :(

Oi I like these songs.

city life
calling me all the time
me and my soul
geared to attack
never get another chance
so what you doing
gotta get money
keeping me real

can't stand your loneliness
can't stand your loneliness
can't stand your loneliness
can't stand your loneliness

shit night life
been trying not to laugh though
you won't get money
i'm doing what you loving
i'm moving out of city
victor of a second chance
get a lot of problems
we kicked a lot of them

- Slow Country, Gorillaz

We were so pretty now is this it
You and I are too young for this
No blood no lust or spit
But still there is something there to play upon
A flash of instant thereabouts youll miss it and its gone
But still its good to be in love with someone
When you’ve always had to be with no one.
She said everyones a story of their own
But if we don’t leave now well find ourselves with no way home
And so we strolled on all bangered and confused
At first it wasn’t pretty but we soon undid that rouse so
Now we got something in many other ways
All the boys together and a knees up on the way
Still its good to be in love with someone
When you’ve always had to be with no one.
She said everyone’s a story of their own
But if we dont leave now well find ourselves with no way home
Find ourselves with no way home
And it occurred to me, I think on Lambeth Road
There’s no more need to question life
Or cry for what I’m owed
And now its over so now its done
The English sun is setting and the rude boys on the run oh
Still its good to be in love with someone
When you’ve always had to be with no one.
Still I need you to remind me every day
The lives and loves weve lost and broken on the way
Heres to tomorrow and the lonely streets well roam
But if we don’t leave now well find ourselves with no way home
Just to think were almost home

- Wondering, Dirty Pretty Things

So I logged into YM and saw my avatar then stared at it for like 5 seconds and I thought about what I always think about when I stare at it. No it's not obsession with the person or not the person itself (altho I must say the hair looks great there and it's the perfect angle...hahaha). Instead, I think this whole danny preoccupation actually stands for something abstract and more deep-seated and profound than teenage hormones and obsessions.

How tragic, in that pathetic and funny way, it would be tho if the greatest love of my life turned out to be a guilty pleasure popstar in a guilty pleasure pop band that looks like an idiot and has rat-like facial attributes.

Ugh WILL THE JAPANESE EMBASSY JUST CALL ME AND TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED TO MY INTERVIEW DECISION AND WILL OCTOBER 22 JUST COME???? I want my 5 pesos per glass beer, empty starry beaches, and aimless artsy fartsy photos. And please ship my ass to Japan because I don't want to stay here and get a car instead, I don't want to drive here. Instead I want to be in Japan eating sushi and going to Hawai'i every month.



And I might go to Abu Dhabi before going to the Indochina trip this October too cos Ate Sugar said we should just use the 90% off discounted roundtrip tickets she has for us. Else we won't be able to use it again next year (altho another batch of free tickets will be available, you don't get to accumulate the unused tickets). Or JOHANNESBURG. I'm forcing my mom to come with me :( The only long layover my cousin will be having tho aside from her 72 hour Jakarta layovers will be in Geneva.

I WANT TO GO TO GENEVA. But meh it'd probably be expensive to vacation there, altho my ticket won't be since it's massively discounted. If I'm lucky I might be able to haul my ass to South Africa or I'll be soaking up the cloudless Arabian skies and their tax-free shopping. (Airline employees get 35% discount on top of that and my cousin is one sooooo... HAHAHAHA)

SPACEHOG'S IN THE MEANTIME IS PLAYING ON LAUNCHCAST RIGHT NOW. Uh ok nobody cares.

Oh and I just want to cook pasta again and run 4km. Maybe I'm being really weird since I didn't run all weekend. Ah it's become an addiction.

On another note today was pretty fun because we laughed our asses off, cracked jokes and cheered for our dear university's pep squad all afternoon. Cheerdance competetion at Araneta yeah. It's the only time of the year I express a whole lot of school spirit.

Maybe I just need something new to read you know. Even though I have tons of reading requirements now :( I want to cut all my classes tomorrow :( Maybe I'll cut PE and spend the morning at the mall. SM North?

I swear I'm flying myself on one of my cousin's extremely-discounted-it-hurts-not-to-use tickets to Manchester or London next year. No I'm not going to hunt, rape, and force a certain somebody to marriage if and when I go there. Wait, no, I want to go to Amsterdam or some northern European or Scandinavian country like Norway or Johannesburg.

Travelling is way cheaper and easier these days ahhhhhhhhahylavet.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAH THE ORDINARY BOYS' SEASIDE ON LAUNCHCAST THIS TIME. I love this song :*( It's one of my favourite songs. And it's a sign. It's a cosmic message.